13 Days

It's only 13 days left until I'm back in London Ontario with a fresh start at life and a new outlook. I'm so excited to be able to start everything over again, this time on my terms and on my own. I don't have to answer to anyone or do anything I don't want to do. I know Josh is going to be around me but I couldn't be happier about that. I've worked hard to remove the past from my present and I could be happier with the way my future looks like. I don't have to worry about feeling like I let someone down because I go somewhere or do something I wanna do. I know Josh will want to be there with me. With Mr. X I could never leave the apartment without feeling like I was in some way disappointing him and making him upset. With Josh, he wants to be there and he wants to go with me even if it's for something minor and unimportant. I hope everyone finds someone that can make them feel as happy as Josh makes me feel